I don't know what exactly is up in the world today. I am just sitting her enjoying only working one more day this week. I took a little vacation because of only being scheduled two days. At least it is the last week of that. My bosses said since your workload adds up to 35 hours you should be scheduled that each week. I was like to myself, you think. I mean really, only gettin 20 hours a week I only can do so much during that time.

I also hope to get some nerdy things done in this week. I all ready finished my book, Wicked, and most likely will start on Son of a Witch soon. As much as I am tired of reading book series I tend to get myself stuck in that reutine. I have read Harry Potter, LOTR, Anne of Green Gables, A Series of Unfortunate Events, and now Gregory Maguire series of books. I have the third book plus two of his other works coming in the mail as we speak. Then when I get done with all of them I most likely will read the Chuck Palaniuk books I have been collecting. I read Survivor a while ago and absolutely love it. He wrote Fight Club that was made into the film.

I will also assemble postcards this weekend and hopefully that will clean out my shelf a bit. Well I will end for now so that I can get a move on it all.

Today is another day in the world of me. Well at least for me. I don't really know where to begin so I won't. It usually comes to mind when the fingers start movie. I meant moving, but now I will talk about movies.

I recently did not watch a movie last week. I have 7 more to watch and then I will be done with what needs to be watched. Of course, I still have all the t.v. series I bought to watch, but I would like to finish the last season of Get Smart before I start anything else.

At this point, I think I will just start alphabetical and go through everything. Or I will start with what I might sell at my garage sale this Spring and start with them. I think I will do the second because I would like to make sure that I want to get rid of it by watching things again to confirm.

I assume that that will reduce my collection a little bit. I also think that I will be getting rid of most of my VHS. It will be hard to do with some, but I would like to have everything on DVD and right now my collection is about 50/50. I would also like to stop buying so many and sign up for netflix because I love watching movies, but can't afford to see them in the theater anymore.

A few movies are musts to get on DVD and patiently I will rebuild my collection. I hope by having that on my signs will attract people to my garage sale so I can get rid of a lot of my friend's friend's stuff that is currently accouping my basement and garage.

I hope that that will clear out a space so that my dad has some room to work again. Since I moved in to my parent's house with my son, I have taken up one stall in the garage with a houseful of things that I hope sometime in the next year or so I will be able to take out of their boxes and have them accoupy a rightful place for them.

I am amazed I even remembered my password to get in to start posting again. It has been over a year and a half. Looking from the past to now it doesn't seem long, but looking day to day it seems like forever it has taken to get to this point. My son is now in day care and that is the only reason how I have been able to get back on here to post. A lot has happened and needless to say I am some semblance of a happy single mom.

I don't want to you this page to rant about miscomings, but rather to rant about what comes out of my brain through my fingers. I will mostly make at least one response each week and see if I can keep that up. If so then I think I will start adding images once I get caught up on the project. Oh, yes! There are many projects that role around in my head and once and a while get accomplished.

So, here is the sight that friends and family barely know about and that is good because whatever is in my head can come out here and no one is to question what is said or why it is said. Thank heaven. Facebook is for family and friends who are far away. My sister takes care of that by putting updated photos up and connecting them to me. Thank you. Livejournal is for my postcarding and rather up to date normal blogging. This is for my innerness.

Eventually I hope to get my connected sight updated so that Pink Travel Bug's photos will be up-to-date. We shall see. Give it time. I have what seems like 3+ years to catch up on that so be patient.

I don't want to make this too long or people that don't read this will allready have passed it on. Not unless you are some freak that takes pleasure in reading, "War and Peace," or something in that calibur of length.

Well this is it for now. A beginning. An entry to restart it all. I will keep you posted. Ha....

What does one truely understand about another? I sit here and think to myself things are so common sense and then for others it is like I am asking them to complete an Einstein equation. It gets frustrating, especially when it is someone so dear and important to you.

I hate fighting the same battles over and over again. I wish that we could come to some understanding. I am not the one who always has to be right, I would just hope that he wouldn't shut down my ideas before I even finish my sentance.

It feels like he wants to fail, like it is his fuel to survive.

I love his to death, but when is he going to try to change. I know that it will take time to do the actual changing, but God it helps if you try to make the attempt.

I left the conversation yesterday because I hate when I done talking and ask for his imput he hasn't a clue what I said and it also takes him about 10 seconds to respond. It is like he puts me on speaker phone and since I know when I am on speaker phone he needs to rush back to the phone and take me off of speaker phone before he responds. I mean really, what is the point of being with someone if you can't even listen to them talk for 5 minutes without putting the phone down.

I just hate feeling like I am the only one trying and being positive in this relationship. I would hope that somewhere down in his soul he would realize that the world isn't against him. He has just decided that since in childhood life dealt him a bad hand he is forced now to fight the world rather than mend what was wrong and move on with life.

It's getting to a point where I like why are we even talking right now if you aren't listening on the other end. I am not a telamarketer. I am your girlfriend. Show me just a little respect. I listen to you while you rant about the newest computer part or a band that I think is crappy. I do that because I love you and realize that not everything we are interested in are the same.

One thing I loved about you is that you didn't pressure me about my art. It is something I did and will probably do again, but right now I just have found other interests.

I love when you open up to me. I wish you would do it more often. I would love know everything about your past so I can better understand you.

I hate though when you tell whoppers. You tend to exagerate stories and that I consider a lie. I want the hard facts.

I love that you have your own hobbies and that I have mine too. I only wish we have more space so that we both can enjoy ours to the fullest.

There are a lot of things I love about you, but honestly there is a lot I feel we both need to improve on and I need to not be the only one that is making an attempt.

So off to Minnesota I am going at the end of the month. I must say I didn't see myself going back there, but things always seem to change. As far as job oppertunities go I could be looking at a better job through Target because it is headquartered out there and my aunt works there.

Skye wanted to say, "Goo ga gii gu!!!" Which translates to, "Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!" He also decided to get in the spirit of things and dress in green.

So here is an IQ test I took. I don't really know how well I did, but oh well.

Congratulations, Jennifer!
Your IQ score is 129

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.