What does one truely understand about another? I sit here and think to myself things are so common sense and then for others it is like I am asking them to complete an Einstein equation. It gets frustrating, especially when it is someone so dear and important to you.

I hate fighting the same battles over and over again. I wish that we could come to some understanding. I am not the one who always has to be right, I would just hope that he wouldn't shut down my ideas before I even finish my sentance.

It feels like he wants to fail, like it is his fuel to survive.

I love his to death, but when is he going to try to change. I know that it will take time to do the actual changing, but God it helps if you try to make the attempt.

I left the conversation yesterday because I hate when I done talking and ask for his imput he hasn't a clue what I said and it also takes him about 10 seconds to respond. It is like he puts me on speaker phone and since I know when I am on speaker phone he needs to rush back to the phone and take me off of speaker phone before he responds. I mean really, what is the point of being with someone if you can't even listen to them talk for 5 minutes without putting the phone down.

I just hate feeling like I am the only one trying and being positive in this relationship. I would hope that somewhere down in his soul he would realize that the world isn't against him. He has just decided that since in childhood life dealt him a bad hand he is forced now to fight the world rather than mend what was wrong and move on with life.

It's getting to a point where I like why are we even talking right now if you aren't listening on the other end. I am not a telamarketer. I am your girlfriend. Show me just a little respect. I listen to you while you rant about the newest computer part or a band that I think is crappy. I do that because I love you and realize that not everything we are interested in are the same.

One thing I loved about you is that you didn't pressure me about my art. It is something I did and will probably do again, but right now I just have found other interests.

I love when you open up to me. I wish you would do it more often. I would love know everything about your past so I can better understand you.

I hate though when you tell whoppers. You tend to exagerate stories and that I consider a lie. I want the hard facts.

I love that you have your own hobbies and that I have mine too. I only wish we have more space so that we both can enjoy ours to the fullest.

There are a lot of things I love about you, but honestly there is a lot I feel we both need to improve on and I need to not be the only one that is making an attempt.

So off to Minnesota I am going at the end of the month. I must say I didn't see myself going back there, but things always seem to change. As far as job oppertunities go I could be looking at a better job through Target because it is headquartered out there and my aunt works there.

Skye wanted to say, "Goo ga gii gu!!!" Which translates to, "Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!" He also decided to get in the spirit of things and dress in green.

So here is an IQ test I took. I don't really know how well I did, but oh well.

Congratulations, Jennifer!
Your IQ score is 129

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

Today while searching through pictures I came upon a website devoted to squirrels. I found this image and thought it was hilarious.

Also I really have been behind in mentioning things. I have been dating my current boyfriend for over a year, which is my longest relationship. His name is Paul and he is an awesome guy. Are son, Skye, was just born a little over 2 weeks ago. He was a large baby 9 Ibs. 14 Ounces and 23.5 inches long. He is absolutely adorable.

Anyways, here are photos of Paul, Skye and I.

I haven't really posted in quite some time and that leaves me to deciding on posting again. Anyways, I did this map thing, who knows if it actually works, but check it out:



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