Paul and I love the t.v. show Deadwood. I just bought the 2nd season. We are excited to watch it. I found this postcard from the actual Deadwood.
Monday, June 12, 2006
Saturday, April 29, 2006
It seems that it has been a matter of time since I have posted a written post. I like these the most because I just write down what is in my head.
Today I sit here and wonder what may become of us if the sky actually fell. Who is to know if it actually could or if it hasn't all ready. Of course I could be speaking metaphorically or I could be serious. Either or, does it really matter? Does anything really matter? Well of course it does. Life matters. You just have to see that it matters. Some people hide their lives. Some people want to do something that they have never done and they will never do because they don't think that they will ever get the chance. Others live their lives doing amazing things, but are afraid to pursue a normal life because they have to one up the thing that they did prior. When people realize that these are their lives and that they are living them the way that they want to; they will realize the worth of their life.
If people think that they aren't and don't change it then yes they are changing their lives and they are living their lives and they are doing it on their own accord. People are too afraid to change. They think that they are too weak or they think that the consiquences are too aweful. If the consiqueces are so aweful then they think it isn't worth fighting for. Then they shouldn't be complaining, but if you are afraid and realize that you would rather risk facing the consiquences than go on with the path that you are on then that is truely living. That is what will make you truely happy. Until you take hold or your life and deal with every problem and face it head on you will never get over your past. You will be living in your past. You will be a picture on the wall. You won't be a living, breathing human being. So destroy that photo and move on. Try to grasp the future. At least then you will be pulling yourself forward rather than falling backward.
Today I sit here and wonder what may become of us if the sky actually fell. Who is to know if it actually could or if it hasn't all ready. Of course I could be speaking metaphorically or I could be serious. Either or, does it really matter? Does anything really matter? Well of course it does. Life matters. You just have to see that it matters. Some people hide their lives. Some people want to do something that they have never done and they will never do because they don't think that they will ever get the chance. Others live their lives doing amazing things, but are afraid to pursue a normal life because they have to one up the thing that they did prior. When people realize that these are their lives and that they are living them the way that they want to; they will realize the worth of their life.
If people think that they aren't and don't change it then yes they are changing their lives and they are living their lives and they are doing it on their own accord. People are too afraid to change. They think that they are too weak or they think that the consiquences are too aweful. If the consiqueces are so aweful then they think it isn't worth fighting for. Then they shouldn't be complaining, but if you are afraid and realize that you would rather risk facing the consiquences than go on with the path that you are on then that is truely living. That is what will make you truely happy. Until you take hold or your life and deal with every problem and face it head on you will never get over your past. You will be living in your past. You will be a picture on the wall. You won't be a living, breathing human being. So destroy that photo and move on. Try to grasp the future. At least then you will be pulling yourself forward rather than falling backward.
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